Us against this world, baby..

        I am extremely hard to receive that, what I felt some years ago in the elementary school, is happening to my lil sister. Permit me to go back to the past for some minutes. By the way I have done my days at SDN 04 Rumbai. I’ve done it successfully. Things, those gave me things to know things, to understand things, to stand on the right side. I got it already at this school. So much worth it than I watch Indonesian’s homeworks at TV (re: Corruption, Actress’ broken life, etc.). Before I continue my writing, and before you guys reading this, just keep on thinking positive and be neutral. I believe that you wouldn't mind to do that as a gentleman or an awesome woman. It’s no problem for me that we aren’t doing this directly. So I think you must learn how to have faith for what you haven’t even seen before. Even that’s a deal for choosing to get the ‘life’ or throw it away. IYKWIM.

         I am the only one Christian in my class (almost till the end of elementary school). I got many troubles for debating fool things about religion and genre. What’s wrong with my faith? What’s wrong with my genre… what’s wrong…

Every time I cried when I arrived at home, my mom always gave me some of joyful sentences “Never do the same way. They just don’t understand what they’re talking about. Just study seriously. Then I'll give you new dress” (approximately). Oh Yes, I did and still do that, mom. Till I write with this keyboard, I appreciate them well. All of them.

Those fears.. for been isolated, for been seemed different, for been laughed at.

         Pals, it’s hard to love what they’ve done, to understand them, to forgive every single way when they pooh-pooh me. It takes so long time for me to understand why had I to feel these at my under age. In my childhood. Okay. Okay. It's all about past things. I am done talking about past. 

But, hey. Are these not enough yet? How can it still happen to her… Can you imagine if this happens to you? Or to your lovely sister? to your kid? Can you guarantee that you will be (still) patient for many years?
Answer it yourself.

Oh you Justice and fairness, appear please… God bless Indonesia more…

You and I, we’ve been at it so long

I still got the strongest fire

You and I, we still know how to talk

Know how to walk that wire

Cause it’s us against the world

If you listen to these words

Know that we are standing tall

I don’t ever see the day that I won’t catch you when you fall, dek

Cause it’s us against the world

(westlife, ‘Us Against The World’)

It’s not about the distance we have now, so that I couldn't protect you directly,  it’s not about the situation that reminds me about my past, it’s not about our struggle for staying to love them. It’s about our faith in love, and our love in faith, to everybody..

Endless love for you, my Evni Christiens,