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When you choose to love.

When you choose to love is when you dare to forget yourself. When you choose to love, you are opening the door to your heart and giving that person great access to you.

You get a sense of belonging and being filled, you let him look at the walls of your heart's chamber, get to know your heart package. He examines what your heart needs. He studies every scratch and wound of the past, your fears and comfort zones now, and your dreams and hopes for the future. He sees you.

When the observation stage is complete...
it is when he is used to dwelling in your heart. He gently touches the part of your heart that might be clearing up the trash and old glass. He made a container made of white gold that ensures your heart's happiness. You're touched. Your heart is satisfied. You are addicted and depend very much on his work. You think that then he already knows you well. Slowly you sow the seeds of your dependence on his presence.

Without you knowing it, his presence is like a sharp knife, that can really help you in completing your kitchen work. But also very possible to injure your sweet fingers.

When you choose to love, indeed you make your heart low and put it in danger, but somehow it becomes rich in emotions. To love means to give your heart a new job to fight its will. Against his wish. Against its existence. Can you imagine how this fight shall be?
All of this process makes your heart fight harder. The pain makes it stronger than before. If you can keep it up to the end, the reward will be new weapons and shields, and perhaps one day the trophy will be a love from the one it loves, who has that one-time access to your heart. 

Will you choose to love or to just stare at that love chocolate cake?

With love,

The picture was taken on May, 13th 2018, at Hamburger Dom.

    

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