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          For some hours later I have no idea to do something. In a moment I saw some old pictures. Those pictures are so cute and I saw they are telling many things and speaking to me. They ask me to roll my memory and play them merrily. I don’t reject it anyway, I let it happend. That’s way I start writting. Writting everything I’d like to say. Everything I would like to type. then listen to this song
“Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die”
          These ants accompany me too and so do you. You are reading these. So I know you imagine me or this writting. Who? Yes. You. You, who read word by word those I have written. Although I can’t see your face, you see my face rite now. Me, exist in your mind rite now. 
 So, what are you thinking when you sang this lyric. Please don’t say that you don’t know what kind of this song is. Please don’t..
          If you don’t know exactly, just follow me. Look for some old pictures of yours.
Take it.
Oh come on, you don’t do it yet

Ya? Yes, you can take the picture in soft copy

Better a photo, but no problem.

Already? Baby please I’m waiting you to take one of yours.

Okay, I trust in you.

         So, Show every person in it. Try to remember how he/she speaks, how he/she look at you, where you separated once with him/her. Have you ever thought how can you meet them again in a same condition and feeling? Have you ever thought why God ever sent them in your life or yaa just made you know them or take some photos with them? I believe although you have thought what’s the reason, you don’t know exactly who they are when they still exist rite now beside you, literaly beside you, right now. Cause when they stay with you rite now, you wouldn’t see those pictures.. ya.. you wouldn’t do it honey.
        It’s like this song, the creater wrote this song and even sang it, when the people whom they mean in this song, just exist in their mind, not beside his/her body.
Flash back or Rückblend is not easy to hold. What you have just done is useless. Maybe you will contemplate, or cry, or regret something. Come on beb, just let your lips smile.. make some plans to meet them again. Take some chances to create more wonderful pictures.

With Love, Melin

“Pictures are our feeling, those can’t die by time”- Melin F.E.S-
 

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